256: What if you prepared your boyfriend's body?

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439: What if the lighthouse of your family went dark?

Growing up in a volatile family, a woman finds comfort in her close bond with her younger sister, but when a devastating tragedy leaves her consumed by guilt and unanswered questions, she embarks on a journey halfway around the world in search of truth, forgiveness, and a way for ...  Show more

LISTEN NOW: The First Wife

Many listened to the Dirty John podcast, which introduced the world to John Meehan, a dangerous serial predator who infiltrates the life of Debra Newell and ultimately dies at the hand of her daughter, Terra. But there was an overlooked story that’s now being told, in full, for t ...  Show more

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