I Grew Up in a Cult

I Grew Up in a Cult

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I Cheated on My Pregnant Wife… With a Man

For most of his life, Jason did what he thought he was supposed to do. He got married, built a career, and checked all the boxes, while quietly suppressing something he had actually known since he was six years old. In 2003, at 28 years old, Jason came to terms with the fact that ...  Show more

Attacked and Mauled by a Wolf

This week, Ellen opens up about the traumatic story of being attacked by two wolf hybrids when she was just 5 years old. She shares what she remembers from the attack, the devastating injuries that nearly cost her her leg, and the physical and emotional aftermath that followed. S ...  Show more

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