new season, new me?

this week i talk about why saying no has always been so hard for me and what it’s cost me. i get into abstinence, therapy, relationships, and this pattern of changing yourself to fit other people's expectations. I talk about self-betrayal, the shame of staying in things too long, ...  Show more

this week i talk about moving to new york, feeling completely untethered, and what happens when you finally reach the version of life you always imagined for yourself and realize you still have no clue what comes next. i get into fear, uncertainty, why i think some of the best th ...  Show more

Hey team, welcome back to my podcast Today I'm growing! Ever felt like you're trying to live up to an impossible standard, one shaped by what everyone else thinks and your own tough self-criticism? Let me share my journey with you, from a small town in Austria all the way to buzz ...  Show more

I'll tell you a secret: I spent wayyy too long trying to decide what I wanted to talk about for this episode.

It's Main Character Energy season, which means a lot of content around CONFIDENCE has been coming out of this space lately. And I kept tryin ...

Today's episode is RAW and real (car podcast) so the audio aint perfect, but I wanted to let you into where I am at right now, how shit feels for me, the good, bad and ugly.Too much perfectionism and people thinking I'm "killing it" today I share some of the realness that's been ...  Show more

I sometimes wonder if I'm promoting loneliness through my videos, so in today's podcast episode, I wanted to clarify some of the statements that I've made.